Yeongsan - Seoul

When i say i worry too much, i think i really mean it beyond words. I worry toooo much! The kind of worry that lingers in your head, the kind that is not there in the top 100 but it’s there, SOMEWHERE! It’s like the after taste of accidentally biting cloves. You’ve spit it out of your mouth, but the taste lingers on and on. The only difference is that the taste fades away after awhile, but worries camps out in the head still we actually do something about it to send it home packing solved, once and for all.

There’s something that has been lingering in my head for quite a while now. I’m pretty worried about it. No, it’s not anything detrimental, just worrying. i really don’t enjoy thinking about it. However, i’m not sure if i wanna push it away. It’s could be something i want, if possible. However, i'm not certain of actually getting it. Furthermore, im not sure if that is what i want. That latter fact makes it an unenjoyable thought.

Am i happy or am i just living?