i bought a small black bag at COEX on saturday.

did i need a bag?
no

did i want a bag?
no

so, why did i buy a bag?
dunno. it was there. it was on sale. it looked nice. i had nothing else to do.


oh god. i'm begining to shop like a woman!

old woman - reading - sindorim station - on my way to DYTC

Tonight I can write the saddest lines,
The saddest lines about her

Kit Kat - spring - limited edition - japan
given by my homestay family

Apparently, this kit-kat is a limited edition for spring season. I haven't found the green tea variety yet, but Sakura is a type of cherry blossom. I thought it was strawberry - but when I took a bite I soon realised that I was wrong. It's a subtle flavour that really does taste similar to the smell of cherry blossom. Pretty nice... but don't eat whilst drinking green tea.

wondering if there's any summer limited edition..

angin yang sepoi- sepoi bahasa - rambut dalam keadaan yang kusut

I am a bad person. There. Simple. Take that for a reason.

Seoul National University - Dinner with Homestay Family

When I sit down at a piano I feel what's going on in my life and what led up to it.

Certain songs are born from that motivation.

Little girl - love her - yoido park -

its funny
how Fake a smile can be..

and no one would even notice
the pain that lies beneath it..

boring : sunday - 4.12 a.m

seriously I don't know why I did this or what I'm trying to convey in this image, I was just extremely bored so even if I've done many shots like this I tried even more stuff with it..lol..a little weird maybe? oh well..oh and I put radial blur on it=]

Istana Budaya, Malaysia - 23-2-07

"dulu kat sekolah ada belajar ulek mayang..tarian melayu ..awak tau tak kat mana kita boleh belajar budaya melayu?"

"alaa kat mana-mana ada..saya pun boleh ajar"

"i'm not talking about religion..i'm talking races..cultures.. what makes malays diferent from everyone else besides mat rempit"

"wayang kulit?"

"yaa...and satay... and ghazal.. so you think we are the only people in the world to have that?"

*speechless*

smile...that's the only thing i could do..

miss her

alamak kantoi pulak...nasib baik dia x marah..adehh

to : azri_idzuandi88@yahoo.com

" Sometimes I was stupid. But I know, I am not stupid. There were things that made me react in that way, sometimes. And there are so many things that I still cant figure out. My...life is so hard..

my sincerest apology, for all that had happened...for the ego that I had let to come between us...that had blinded my eyes from seeing ur sincerity in our friendship... for the hurtful words that i might had said to u... for the things that i had foolishly done and made us much further away than we actually are...for the unacceptable behaviour i might had acted...i'm really, really sorry...

if there's one thing that i've always wanted to keep through my whole life, it would definitely be our friendship.. "



very busy recently..maybe i'll send her e-mail telling her all I wanted was our wonderful friendship back ^_^

She made me rich by giving me the gift of hope, by being there when I needed a friend, and by giving me a shove in the right direction when I hesitated. Want to thanks her for bringing happiness to a heart full of woe, and for all the wonderful things she does. I found a true friend, when I found her.

"Macam mana kalau aku ambil keputusan untuk tidak mengikut apa yang mereka mahu? Adakah hukumannya berat? Aku akan dihukum, itu sudah tentu.

Kadangkala hati ini tidak terima apa yang disua. Minda ini tidak tangkap apa yang dihadap. Adakah aku terlalu cepat bosan dengan rutin dan keterbiasaan?

Teringin sekali aku rasai jika aku tidak berada di sini kerana tidak mengambil keputusan ini. Teringin sekali aku lihat dari aras pandanganku yang atas, bagaimana mereka mempersoal dan mengata tindakanku. Bagaimana mereka akan menilai diriku.

Sesungguh-sungguh manapun aku berhajat mahu bermula semula di petak mula, aku tahu ia cuma angan-angan yang mustahil untuk aku ketemu. Peluang diberi cuma sekali.

Hargai kelainan dan raikan perbezaan. Pendek sangat kekata itu. Kerana ianya cuma laku di kalangan komuniti minor aku. Yang lain, mereka ingat ianya kelainan ini mudah dan penuh nikmat sesat. Kalau mereka yang buat tidak apa. Kalau mereka yang terlibat, boleh tutup mata, kerana ianya masih atas landasan biasa. Apa yang mereka tahu dan apa yang mereka banggakan sangat pun aku tidak tahu. Tak faham.

Entahlah. Yang pasti nanti, mereka akan menjatuhkan hukum ke atas apa yang aku tahu dan apa yang aku mahu. Itu, itu sudah tentu."

Insadong, Seoul, South Korea

Too many nights

It’s been
Too many nights
Of being with

To now be suddenly
without

- Jewel

p/s: yes, i have moved to another place, where loneliness creeps onto me day and night, whilst freedom exists freely without anyone asking for it. things might look simple to people, but the story goes the other way round for me. deep in my heart, i know how bad it 'is'. sometimes i think time can't heal everything. it just won't

Harvest Spice hot chocolate (without the whipped cream) - Chocolate Soup, Hunter Square.
Lovely.

I'm a full-blown "chocoholic."

It's so indulging, satisfying, and to me it is the ultimate reward or excuse to instantly lift my spirits, calm my nerves, and just make me happy. This lead me to think about how few things in life are as good or better than chocolate.

Boramae Park

From the time that we were little

I knew you’d always be

Not just a loving sister


But a caring friend to me.

Boramae Park

Man with understanding cannot know what the rain is saying when it falls upon the leaves of the trees or when it taps at the window panes. He cannot know what the breezes is saying to the flowers in the fields.

But the Heart of Man can feel and grasp the meaning of these sounds that play upon his feelings. Eternal Wisdom often speak to him in mysterious language; Soul and Nature converse together, while Man stands speechless and bewildered.

Incheon, before sunset

I'm really happy with how it turned out. It was really random.. I just barely caught it before they sat down.
I wanted to put some fancy words on them about friendship.. or maybe just that single word.. but I'm far too busy. Maybe I'll attempt it later.

myon-dong, Seoul

Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.

As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED.

What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.

On my way from Boramae Station to Nambu Terminal (Seoul Art Centre )

True meaning of friendship

I really like this picture myself! Why? Because I sat in front of these two girls, and they where so lovely to each other. They talked so kindly — kind voices. They held each others hands. They seemed to be deeply in love with each other. The red haired girl was keeping the spirit up. The muslim(?) girl was so very tired. It was also intelligent talk inbetween the two of them. And I think they where so beautiful, too.

I took this picture stealthily! I used my digital camera’s ”extra” features to get this picture.


I had the camera strap around my neck so the camera was hanging on my stomach. Then I closed down all ”sounds” on the camera. I set the selfexposure on ten seconds. Then I used the rotating LCD-screen on the camera and turned it upwards so I could see both of the girls and the whole scene on the screen; I could see the framing without them seeing it! I set the camera for ISO 200(400?) because of a bit shaky conditions in the subway train. And I fired away...secretly!

I did not ask for permission to take their picture or anything. I said nothing. But it seemed like the red haired girl was suspecting something. She looked at the camera. But she said nothing. Maybe she didn’t suspect anything. She was so relaxed.


I left the train without saying anything.
And now I got a fine picture to show — a picture that speaks love — at least for me!

Seoul National University - Raining - 20`C

The sky was dark and gloomy.... the air was damp and raw....the streets were wet and sloppy.... The smoke hung sluggishly above the chimney-tops as if it lacked the courage to rise.... and the rain came slowly and doggedly down as if it had not even the spirit to pour.

gyong-ma gongwon - maru yuchiwon

You've touched my heart and mind.
You've helped me to go success..
..with my pains and deep sorrow
which was long and broad.
You've shared every of my smile
... and wiped out drops of tears.
You are always there for me
in my mind and thoughts.

The smiles I share on you never ever dies..

please accept my deepest gratitude.
for I am grateful to found you
A one of a kind person
who really touched my heart.
someone that everyone would wish to have.

Pardon me.

Since when did you assume I can't express myself whenever wherever I want?

Ok, I rephrase. Since when did you think I can't think of what I want to honestly think.

You taught me things...
like how to grow...
you taught me...
never to let go...
now that you're gone...
i'll hold it true...
this thought...
i will always love you..

Ia keadaan yang tidak menyenangkan. Tersepit antara kenyataan yang aku ingin dia tahu dan pernyataan yang aku selalu guna untuk melepaskan diriku. Ditelan mati mak, diluah mati bapak. Sampai sebegitu.

Manusia memang komplikated kan. Perasaan lagilah rumit. Sebolehnya semua hati ingin dijaga. Tapi aku tidak mampu.

Takut bila tuhan mengambil keputusan untuk menguji iman. Menduga dengan cabaran dan kesakitan. Aku takut aku bukan akan lebih dekat denganNya tetapi lebih jauh. Menyalahkan Dia dengan bala yang aku terima. Mungkinkah aku sudah jauh tersalah arah?

Tentang Dia
Ada.
Cinta & Kematian.
Dan.
Aku tiada keberanian.