tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40098925402205173502024-02-21T21:21:47.031+09:00b l a c k & w h i t eShades of grey wherever I go.The more I find out the less that I know.Black and white is how it should be but shades of grey are the colors I see.h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.comBlogger313125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-27120084382255212492011-12-17T00:04:00.001+09:002011-12-17T00:04:53.305+09:00My nose is bleeding again.h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-77912994749523830652011-12-09T03:18:00.001+09:002011-12-09T03:18:21.614+09:00힘.내.자.h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-62028244747371021762011-01-12T20:58:00.001+09:002011-01-12T20:58:49.843+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; ">Remember when I said to you that you were always longing for recognition from me? I think it was not recognition that you seek, but instead an acknowledgement.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px; ">Acknowledgement that is far more meaningful than just to be recognized.</span></div></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-18417901404676353062010-12-19T15:37:00.003+09:002010-12-19T15:46:47.613+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >네가 너무 반가웠는데 그저 무뚝뚝한 소리로 전화 받은 거 많이 미안해.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >반가운 마음을 꺼내려는데 다른 마음이 그걸 막아.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >누가 볼까 두리번거리고 누가 들을까 내 귀가 쫑긋 서는 이 현상. 나의 비겁함.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >나의 오래된 무사함의 노하우이지만 지금은 이런 내가 싫어.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span></span><span class="Apple-style-span">사실 내내 널 생각이었는데 안 놀랐을 리가 있겠어.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span>내내 네 전화가 오면 어떻게 하나, 아니 오지 않으면 </span><span class="Apple-style-span">어떻게 하나.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span>아침부터 안절부절 못했는데 네 목소리를 들으니 </span><span class="Apple-style-span">갑자기 겁이 났어.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span>내 마음이 전혀 내 마음대로 되지 않는, </span><span class="Apple-style-span">세상에 이런 순간이 있나 봐.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span>마음은 반가워 죽겠는데, 혀는 심술쟁이처럼 굳어져 </span><span class="Apple-style-span">목구멍에서 말줄임표들이 요동을 쳐. </span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span>갑자기 내가 살아있다는 사실이 </span><span class="Apple-style-span">아슬아슬하게 느껴졌어.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.5; "><div style="text-align: center;">내가 뜻하지 않은 이 치명적인 거짓말, 너에게 미안해.</div></span><p></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >이렇게 가짜 목소리와 가짜 표정과 가짜 마음을 내놓다니…. 이토록 깊이 출렁이는 심연을</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >이토록 감쪽같이 감추다니…. 미안해. 이 부끄러움은 내내 자신에 대한 사나운 침 뱉기.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span>자신을 향해 내지르는 욕지기. 그래서 영영 널 똑바로 바라보지 못하는, 감정의 </span><span class="Apple-style-span">물타기인걸아.</span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.5; "><div style="text-align: center;">나를 좋게 보지 마. 미안해. 나 많이 우스운걸. 이제 너에 대해 무슨 감정을</div></span><p></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >표현하는 일까지도 미안해져. 정말 미안해.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 2px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; "><span >이 어수선한 침묵을 쓸쓸한 눈으로 바라보고 있는 너에게.</span></p><div style="text-align: center;color: rgb(61, 68, 68); border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px; "><span><br /></span></div></span></span></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-58944692483500456372010-12-14T21:10:00.001+09:002010-12-14T21:10:17.922+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I wish the world could stop for a while; something like the earth to stop spinning for a minute if possible.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px; ">I just want a moment to myself. For that moment to froze just for me.</span></div></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-62888300212803123462010-11-04T23:10:00.002+09:002010-11-04T23:10:57.756+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(41, 48, 59); line-height: 18px; "><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">When was the last time you did something for the first time?</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">What was it?</span></span></p></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-73252692632864580242010-09-03T16:39:00.001+09:002010-09-03T16:49:03.500+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">p/s : I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts.</span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-30725662958460556562010-08-28T04:14:00.004+09:002010-08-28T04:28:41.624+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Mungkin suatu hari nanti, bila kita bangun dari tidur, perasaan untuk ingin tahu kejadian masing-masing tidak lagi istimewa dan tersimpan dalam sanubari kita. Kita terlalu angkuh pada haluan baru hingga alpa jejak-jejak tua yang telah kita tinggalkan. Saya bimbang dengan itu.</span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; "><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Saya, pada waktu ini amat-amat gementar jika ‘kita’ itu menghilang dan bakal tiada lagi.</span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">ii) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><i>Suddenly one's idyllic existence was intruded upon by a luscious memory of someone. silky smooth skin, beautiful eyes, soft sweet lips</i></span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-16107610661526252442010-06-06T00:59:00.000+09:002010-06-06T01:00:06.833+09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 20px; ">Thinner.</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 20px; "><div style="text-align: center;">Older.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Uglier.</div></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-71263780771827391142010-06-02T21:29:00.002+09:002010-06-02T21:30:22.290+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; line-height: 20px; ">Ingin melihat dunia tanpa memandangnya. Berselisih bahu dengan masa lalu dan ingin tersenyum. Betapa perkara-perkara lama telah membawa ku ke sini. Suka dan duka, itu perkara kedua.</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;font-size:small;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; font-family:Verdana, sans-serif;font-size:small;">Ingin<span style=" ;font-family:'trebuchet ms';"> tenggelam dalam khayalan. Hari ini.</span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-774429849158688152010-05-26T22:32:00.000+09:002010-05-26T22:34:02.380+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; "><div align="justify" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; ">hidup seharusnya dihargai kewujudannya.</div><div align="justify" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "></div><div align="justify" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "></div><div align="justify" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; ">hidup, jika mahu difikirkan, <em>secara bawah sedar</em>, adalah keberanian. keberanian yang menyinggah dan ada masa, tersanggah.</div><div align="justify" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "></div><div align="justify" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; ">p/s: <a href="http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/3doorsdown/herebyme.html" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; ">gubahan</a> yang sangat indah. sangat. sangat.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-62368644051539048622010-05-24T03:51:00.000+09:002010-05-24T03:53:06.394+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; ">I have no idea where you are out there in the world. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by.....I know one thing to be as true as it ever was. I'll see you soon, then.</span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-19145199107948819152010-05-22T23:14:00.000+09:002010-05-22T23:15:59.405+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, Verdana, Arial, serif; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(41, 48, 59); line-height: 18px; "><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I always try to be nice to people.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">With you, I’m always nice.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I wonder if you realise the difference.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;">Gwangalli Beach, Busan 1.42 a.m</span></span></span></p></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-91975377450999776712010-05-16T14:50:00.003+09:002010-05-16T14:58:37.600+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">i) It is always an interesting eye opener to know how much you are really worth to someone else. You can infer all you want from their everyday (previous) words/actions, but nothing beats the eye opening truth in seeing how you are treated when you are in need, for that is the best time to know whether you are weight in gold or crap.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ii) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Percayalah, manusia sememang sifatnya mudah lupa. </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Things like how we first met is always forgotten. </span></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:15px;"><br /></span></span></div></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-34119217749396923992010-05-14T01:17:00.001+09:002010-05-14T01:20:22.539+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">i) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(41, 48, 59); line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">People are not sorry for the things they’ve done. They are just sorry they’ve put themselves in a very guilty position. In short, everything still boils down to they, themselves.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(41, 48, 59); line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(41, 48, 59); line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ii) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px; ">All I care about is that you ask for what you need, lean on those who love you and try to trust me when I say that you’ll come out other side.</span></span></span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-73919531847117992682010-05-12T15:20:00.002+09:002010-05-12T15:21:33.316+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">i) What happened to us? We were almost there.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">ii) Laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the memories, and ignore the pain...love, learn, and forgive </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';">iii) I think we're both too scared.</span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-58371313872184997402010-05-11T13:01:00.003+09:002010-05-11T13:10:34.308+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; line-height: 20px; ">i) Semua yang terjadi, menjadi, jadi dan akan jadi dalam hidupku, ada kemungkinan. Tiada masa piantan. Ia datang bila ia datang. Ia hilang bila fikiranku melayang.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; font-family:'trebuchet ms';font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; font-family:'trebuchet ms';font-size:small;">ii) Suatu hari, coklat-coklat pahit yang lazat dan menyengat itu, akan membantu atau membunuhku.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; font-family:'trebuchet ms';font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 20px; font-family:'trebuchet ms';font-size:small;">iii) Di luar, dunia yang luas dan berkabus. Berjuta juta orang menghuninya, namun tidak sedesis suara yang aku terima. Di dalam, ruang yang tidak sebesar mana. Seorang saja manusia yang ada. Yang aku dengar cuma ketikan papan kekunci yang dipaksa-paksa. Apa pengakhirannya di sini? Yang di luar dan di dalam ku, semuanya sunyi.</span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-76987170063774344882010-05-07T15:34:00.002+09:002010-05-07T15:36:21.402+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Not one life goes by in which the quest for joy and happiness is absent. it is unfortunate, however, that people so often believe that the search will be entirely fulfilled by finding the perfect job, acquiring some new gadget, losing weight, or maintaining an image. The problem inherent in looking outward for sources of happiness is that focusing on what you do not have or what you are not inevitably leads to unhappiness</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It is easy to get caught up in your desires and to ignore the sources of joy and growth already present in your life. It is said that the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. When you have stopped comparing yourself and your assets to others, you will be able to recognize that, to others, you are on the "greener side". Learning to live in te moment and enjoy your personal lot can be a source of profound contentment.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Unhappiness inspired by what you do not have is easy to overcome when you open your eyes to the wonderful things already present in your life. Remember that joy is a state of mind, and it is pointless to sacrifice the happiness of today for a set of possibilities that may or may not come to be.</span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-31786528509883435852010-05-06T23:18:00.000+09:002010-05-06T23:19:30.908+09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">세상에는.. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">사람의 마음을 흔드는 감성적인 물질들이 존재한다..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">비, 구름, 바다 같은 갓들..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">그리고 그 중에는 음악이 있다.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">음악을 들다 보면 괜히 마음이 편안해지고 위로 받는 느낌을 받게 된다</span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-1948704414838021882010-05-05T12:39:00.001+09:002010-05-05T12:39:10.967+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: small; font-style: italic; line-height: 20px; "><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">For my own consumption. As I need to remind myself over and over and over again,<br /><br />"I am what I am. When I tend or even tempt myself to act as a different person or having dishonest personality, that is where I fail myself as a human being." </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">God is great, in every way He creates his creation. </span></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-27379645690474201642010-04-25T14:07:00.001+09:002010-04-25T14:09:52.913+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">i) For having a friend like you, all i can say is thanks for letting me occupy a little space in your heart. I promise I'll save a room for you to occupy in this heart of mine. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ii) It's good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose. Some days the whole world seems upside down. And then some how, and probably, and when you least expect it, the world rights itself again. Life's roller coaster. Hang tight. Take care</span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-17658687602484220902010-04-24T15:30:00.002+09:002010-04-24T15:32:12.359+09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 21px; font-family:gulim, 굴림;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">지친 일상에서 그 일상을 아주 잠시라도 쉬어갈 안식처가 있다는 것은</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 21px; font-family:gulim, 굴림;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> 그 사람에겐 커다란 행운일거 같아... </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 21px; font-family:gulim, 굴림;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(149, 149, 149); line-height: 21px; font-family:gulim, 굴림;font-size:12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">나에겐 너와의 추억으로 인해 소중한 행복이 넘치는 이곳...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">그냥 너에게 아주 작은 안식처라도 되었음 좋겠어..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">힘들땐 찾아와..우리의 추억만큼 작은 안식처가 되어줄께..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">네가 떠나면...항상 익숙치 않은 그리움이 가득할테지만..</span></span></div></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-58557562772384920802010-04-20T19:06:00.008+09:002010-04-20T19:26:03.372+09:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">God, my parents, cousins, my family, friends, photography, twitter, autumn, sunny skies, breezy days, laughing til it hurts, the feel of the sun on your skin, fiber one bars, ice cream, california rolls, making snow angels, water, piano, slow music, rainbows, old people, babies, hugs, smiles, pixar films, love songs, Onitsuka Tiger's shoe, kittens, long summer days, beaches, pastel color, Nikon, Photoshop, traveling, mom's cooking, potato pizza, colored socks, dad's words of wisdoms, cookies, football, soft tone, inside jokes, stars & space, day dreaming, good books, pocket ball, not getting a joke til 5 minutes later, recycling, getting hyper, creative ideas, nature, bokeh, juice, flowers, depth of field, bubbles, family barbecues, & this may be cliché to say, but ... you : </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px; font-family:dotum, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">♥</span></span></span></div>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-48963558048906666822010-04-16T00:57:00.001+09:002010-04-16T00:57:46.681+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; "><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; ">Kekata yang ringkas dan manis itu, berhantu. Ia bermain-main dalam mindaku. Tidak mahu keluar walau di halau. Malah lebih kurang canggung untuk terus bergantungan dan terngiang-ngiang.</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009892540220517350.post-57069917473530709142010-04-14T23:11:00.001+09:002010-04-14T23:11:59.665+09:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; "><p><span style="font-family: Arial; ">It supposed to be a beautiful morning:</span></p><p><span style="font-family: Arial; ">- The rain has washed away the physical misery of the world. No haze, no unsightly grime, only clean air, and mist covered valleys and lush green vista as far as the eyes can see.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: Arial; ">- I slept early last night around 3 am. Had a troubled free sleep, no nightmare, and no wayward dreams.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: Arial; ">But my heart can't feel the beauty, my eyes stared unseeing and my soul remained silent.</span></p></span>h i t a m p u t i hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15918042534222972231noreply@blogger.com0