As i grow older... i noticed that i keep on doing stupid and unthinkable stuff which i couldn't imagine doing it 10 years ago.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I think i'm going insane... by just doing things, without thinking.. or just using my knee as the brain.. and then later regret on the outcome / consequences. It's been happening a lot lately to the extent, i keep on questioning myself over and over again - why did i do it in the first place, what the hell is wrong with me, what was i thinking etc

Is it true that when people said, as u grow older.. u'll be more mature and know how to handle life better?

Perhaps, i'm just different. Too different.