There’s a date that has been lingering on and on my head. And that date is nearing. I dont know how i’m to embrace it. It would be like any other day. Just another day.. similar, but not the same. It’s just the memory, lingering in my head. Just hanging in there… floating. Not doing much harm, just visiting me regularly. Not sure if i’m actually thrilled by memoirs knocking. Ain’t actually something that cheers me up. It did, at one time. But now, it’s just a shadow of my past, something i regret really.

Regrets..

I guess there are moments in our life when we just tell ourselves, i wish i had done it differently back then. Ya true… but WOULD we have done it differently back then? I dont know zbout you guys out there, but what i can say for myself is that, given the opportunity to go back in time, i’m sure i would still have chosen the path i chose back then. Because i think in that particular situation, that specific moment, i would have thought things through and came up with THE decision. Eventually, i would have considered the pros and cons of the matter at that time. As it may be to my dismay and regret NOW, the very least it taught me a lesson.

But whether or not the lesson was well learned, that’s entirely a different matter. Afterall, as willingly we are to learn, are we willing to be taught? Different ball game, definitely.

There are 3 incidents in my life that i regret having done them. The rest, i can live with it, but these 3, not a day pass by where i don’t think and regret. In fact not only i regret but angry at maself too, even now. Not about how i wish i didn’t do them, but how i wished i had learned the lesson taught WELL ENOUGH not to repeat them one after another, of the same kind.

Don’t get this wrong, i’m not down or sad or anything of that sort. I’m just.. reflective? Well, may tomorrow holds a better deal for all of us. Who knows, one might get lucky and just strike gold ??