Amanda & Amber
Perth - Australia
Thanx Lynn for the pic...they both always cute...looking at this picture reminds me of our childhood..Well you once told me that childhood is the most beautiful of all life's seasons.Wonder if u still remember it..

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.
~Author Unknown

For having a friend like you, all i can say is thanks for letting me occupy a little space in your heart...
I promise I'll save a room for you to occupy in this heart of mine.

Pulau Angsa, Selat Melaka.13 Januari 2006.
Menghunus ke angkasa. Menyucuk langit. Tapi tugasnya menjalar cari kelibat manusia di lautan sepi.

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It just means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

How can a perfectionist contemplate with happiness? When all they want and expect is perfection.

In the end, would the perfectionist find true happiness? So much for a happy ending, eh?

Is there such thing as happy ending? Or more like roller coaster ending?

Kota Gelanggi, Pahang, Februari 2006.
Biar luruh, nilai senimu masih gemuruh. Kuasa tuhan di mana saja.

B a n a n a s p l i t

Is it true that we do have a split/multiple personality whenever we blog?

Is it true that what or who we are do not potray the real us in blogland?

Is it true that the person who blogs has contradict personality in blogland as oppose to real life? When he/she potrays himself/herself as a funny person, he/she is actually not. When he/she potrays as a sad, depressing, melancholy person, he is actually the other way round in real life? When he/she posts series of happy and joyful posts, is he/she really like that in the real world?

I guess we'll never know. Or even wanted to know.

Well, who am I to judge. It's a blogland. It's a free world.

You are allowed to be whoever you are.

But one thing for sure, you gotta be honest to yourself.

Note : I wasn't implying to any particular bloggers. It's a general state of mind where I wanted to find the truth on why did I blog on the first place. and why I wanted to continue blogging. Blogging was supposed to be a self theraphy for me. And I intend to keep it that way.

Johor Bahru, Malaysia, Januari 2006.
Mereka yang memenuhi ruang.Mereka kesemuanya istimewa bagiku.

Perlukan kelainan. Untuk memberi ruang dan peluang kepada diri sendiri, agar benar-benar akui apa yang diperkatakan selama ini. Untuk menghargai perbezaan dan memahami diversifikasi. Makhluk yang pelbagai, bentuk, sifat dan perangai.

Dia yang boleh jadi sangat istimewa.

Aku yang perlu lupa dan mulai kesemuanya semula.

Genting, Januari 2006

p/s : thanx bro 4 the pic

Jelinganmu tidak mampu mengungkap rentak kekuda itu.

Busan - Summer

Dear Blog,


I miss you terribly. Pardon me for abandoning you lately. Haven't been pouring my inner thoughts that much, huh? With lot of works and me had flue for the past 1 week, it didn't help as much either. I'll write more soon. It's just that i have this fear again . I'll find ways to get over it.


It's a freaking promise.

Kedutaan Besar Malaysia - Hannam-dong - Seoul - Sambutan Hari Raya

No matter how hard I try, to understand life, to learn lessons, to succumb defeat, or to taste sweet triumph, I could never ever expect things to be the way it should be. There are more spaces to explore, infinite places to go, there will be feelings to endear, there will be more than enough of anything, everything of anything that is; and there will be more hurdles for me to jump too. Will I succeed?

Come what may, I'll be ready to embrace it. I'll be glad to feel sad. I'll be more than appreciated to accept. I'll be what I'll be. I'll see what I want to see. I'll find the way, indeed. I'll always be the child in me.

Yoiedo Park - Credit to Mak Long for Her Shot using Mcd's Canon

a break of pure tradition -no black n white

My Heart Was Stuck In Denial,

There Were Too Many Miles

Between Us.

Donsaengku - 삼성 아파트 -Annyang - Homestay

What else can I say?

Forgive me for all that may hurt you.

For promises that I have not kept tight.

For good intentions that have been misunderstood

For all the wrongdoings and all the right that went wrong

~Salam Aidilfitri~

Busan - Summer

I don't need someone who changes when I change and who nods when I nod

My shadow does that much better~~

Lotte Mart - Boramae

Being an adult simply means that I know what I should be doing and I move ahead without supervision and do it, even when I really may not feel much like doing it at the time. And so it is and should be in all aspects and areas of my life.

When I was a little kid, I often thought, “When I grow up, I want to do everything I want”.

And I looked forward with anxious anticipation..

But with lots of challenge and obstacles to deal with make me think that being a kid is way better than being an adult...

Well, being a kid is fun isn't it?

A child reminds us that playtime is an essential part of our daily routine.

Gyeongbokgung Palace - Seoul + a bit of photoshop


A true friend stabs you in the front

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things
see..who got ur pic first..haha
Busan - Summer

There’s a line, between friends and not friends. And if I tell you this, if I tell you this horrible thing, then you have to react as my friend. Not as my not friend.

I can do that. Alright, tell me what’s wrong, I'll tell you how to fix it.

Ok, are you ready?

I’m ready.

Ugh... I fight with him... and it was a horrible mistake and now everything has changed and I don’t know how to repair it. I don’t even know where to start, but I just know that I have to and... Say something friendly.

You tell him that. You find him and you apologize.

That’s what everyone’s saying, but he won't listen.

Tell him again. You tell him u’re sorry. Just tell him again and again and again until he listens.

How do I do that?

You do what I did to u before..

Black vs White
KISA - Seoul National University

Shades of grey wherever I go

The more I find out the less that I know

Black and white is how it should be

But shades of grey are the colors I see

Boramae - Seoul

Sorry is a word,obviously, use to apologise for the wrong doings we have done towards an individual and even a group of people...it's a strong word in nature in the sense that to let other people know that we are remorseful for the things that we have done.In a lot of situations this word just come out so quickly from our mouth and even thoughts without us noticing it.. in other words, we say it without meaning it .well, it will be dilluted if this word is being ultered countlessly from our mouth.... it will soon lost the sincerity of the word... Sincerity can be said as an important essense and critiria in the word SORRY... So, do ponder for a while and mean it when we ulter the word sorry.... a strong word which can turn the situation better and tightens back relationships and gaps....

Boramae

Tears are the silent language of grief

that's why i put my sunglasses on

so she can't see my red eyes

Boramae Station

You know what 7 glasses of coffee gets you? Awake at 2.30 pm that is. i am soooooo dead if my doctor were to find this out..I’ve just finished watching this movie on laptop. A heartwarming drama kinda thing. Considering it was on Hallmark, you can be guaranteed a happy ending, definitely.

As at the moment, i’m stuck in from of this laptop, with a sprained neck and a strained back. I can barely lift my neck up straight but stubbornly, i still wanna blog. Practically, about nothing. Nothing is running through my head now. Pretty laid back for the night.

Why do i have this feeling like my life NOW, at this very moment is bare. Not empty totally, just unfilled perhaps. You know what i mean? It’s like there are pieces of it everywhere, but nowhere in sight. It all seems rather insignificant separately. But i guess when you put it all together, it makes more sense than what it seems to be now. Don’t get me wrong. I’m neither sad nor depressed. I’m just emotionless? It’s such a contradiction from the me in the early morning or in the late afternoon.


I dunno how to describe how i feel at the moment.

Devastated? But i knew it was BIG possibility that it could be true. How devastated can i be then?

Relieved? But it’s not the truth that i want to know. How relieved is that for me?

Emotionless? But i am filled with feelings, all kinds. mixed. How can i be emotionless when i feel like i’m about to explode within?

I guess, i’m tired. I guess, you can’t win it all. You win some, you lose some.

Boramae - Seoul

~Ramadhan~

How much joy you bring to my heart when I know your arriving..

I wish the days to run towards you and when you have finally arrived I wish for the days to run slow..


And do not forget to leave a gift for me at the door of your absence..

~Salam Ramadhan~

Hari Muhibah PPMK - Back To 70's - DYTC

Untuk jiwa-jiwa yang sunyi berduka. Pasangkan musik pada telinga dan dengar gubahan ajaib yang merencanakan cerita. Biar hati lega, perasaan jadi tenteram dan lantas melupakan segalanya.

Termenung - Seoul National University

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small , like when we do a bad thing, for a good reason. Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret, because we're looking forward to the future.

Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past. And sometimes we bury our regret, by promising to change our ways.

But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did... but the things we didn't do. The things we didn't say that could save someone we care about.

Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.